im back in my home land...

am I really??.. I mean.. IM still not back in canadia... oh well soon enoufh.. so I got back.. said hi to a couple ppl .. and then got sick.. got a 102 fever.. and was grounded to my bed the last two days... ouch.

but now im feeling better.. I do miss my lil monkey tho.
back how things havent changed that much.. I dont know if im gonna get credit for this year yet.. I have an apointment with guidence on the 24th... lets see what happends.. im looking for a job , studying for my perment... everyone I know works and drives.. I feel like a year behind at some point...

12 days left..

smile and frown.. ups and downs... as we all know an unbrella upsidedown doesnt serve much.. but it froms a smile...

meaning.. that from the error that one makes , one learns , and as my mother would probebly say , one laughts , smiles... where we find again our umbrella upside down. .... did any one follow this ¿? hope so.


soo I have 12 days left... filled with graduation , misal , and graduations parties , not to forget all the good byes .... the last moments in venezuela I shall share this year.... tear tear... but theres.. always a bright side.. I get to see my fam and friends.. that I havent seen in months.. soon, that I really dearly miss... maybe they wont reconized me ... ahhaha what am I inventing.. I look the same right ? ... well maybe ive changed.

exsited are we ¿ who still reads me ¿ well im comming back on the 30th for tose interested .... SMILE !!
breath! the world still turning.
live love life

sOoo

Im on my way back homw soon.. im leaving venezuela on the 30th of this month.. so thats what.. like in 19 days ?? i dont know saying it like that sound so much... closer of further then what I imagine it ?? I a bit confuse at the moment... I dont actually know if any body still reads this page.. but for those who do... ive had wonderfull experiences in venezuela.. and it was worth it coming here ! everymoment it!! I just wanna say thank you to all that have made this possible for me...

and those I miss... ill see you soon.. but then im leaving behind a few that ill miess a LOT dare I say that Ive met some ppl along the way that I will never forget. true freinds are hard to come by... ppl that a value , ill trully miss. I adore you. one should know who they are.

almost ten

in ten days I will have been in venezuela ten months... how do I feel you might ask ?? well im done with my junior year , off to being a senior if all my credits go over smooothly , Im excited and proud of myself for all thative done this year, for every place ive visisted , for every apt, house I can call my own , anytime I fell like coming back in Venezuela. THe freindships ive formed, the connections Ive made with the nation, my monito. Smile for me tost a glass of champagn im comming home soon.
this however is the down part of alsmost having been here 10 months... now im leaving in proximently one month.. the things ill miss, smells , faces , places , but im not to worried like cry all night over a pillow type of thing... none of that. I belive that if something is of true importance in your life , you keep in contact with it .. or it keeps in contact with you . I know the few that matter to me. the ones that ill spend crazy phone bills on. Smile dolls ill never forget you.
AN other down part ... my dearest spanish teacher pasted away two weeks ago. ths has cause tragity over my high school back home... she helped so many people and had such a positive attitute toward her work, one would feel that she was truly happy going in to work every morning.. helping us with every lil detail we asked her.. she was our senior adviser , the leader of a few clubs and organization that either relayed to spanish or mexico, expaniding world knowlegde. She was truely loved. and will be dearly missed. anf on that note , we clue the music


somthing that was nice a few weeks ago ( on a positive note ) was that my dearest my lovely moms came to visit me in VENEZUELA:! I brought here everywhere id been in the last 9months. hehe, in one week it was exshuagthing ,,, but I loved every min of it .! thanks !" moms !

check out the photo bucket ppl

love and harmonie , peace and hugs .
SMILE . THANK YOU to everyone that made this year posible for me .

La Gran SABANA .

hey people of the world that read my blog , just came back from an amazing trip in La gran SAbaNA with my rotary,


here are some pictures so you can imagine the rest , because honestly its impossible to capture the beauty of it all in a picture , I tryed : I want to write all that it was , every where I went all that it was all that I felt , but all thats going thorought my mind is how much i wasnt in a hurry to come back into society ...(our cellphones didnt have signal out there.. jsut to maker that point ) I got agrivate onces we went into a civilized city type of town... if that makes anysense... Come to ealize im happy with the few people in my life , i love meeting people learing and conversating with them , but I can stand any of the gossip ,supercifial , glossy pin up world , I wasnt in miss of it ... and now im back in it ... BOOM shock its not that bad.. im still in a buffer the real one hasnt gotten to me yet... such as I havent returns to school havent walked in the streets , I came in at 1 am last night into PLC and went strait to bed, drag the time until I woke up this morning so I wouldnt have to talk to my nieghtboors , explain my trip and all , im selfish I want to keep it al to my self. and if I show my pictures.. explain it all I want to chare it with someone that understands.. not someone who make remark.. oh look how much wieght she lost gain shes not smilling.. now she is.. or u should of taken that picture that way.(unless your a profesional photographer.. or have experience in the field). I want to share the world the land I walk with ones who understand my way of thinking, who see the beauty in a tree, who could spend hours underneath a waterfall thinking , wondering , realizing , enjoying and most of all simply breathing ... This trip was a wonder which was wonderful , I fully enjlyed it with the people I was with my bunnies ! lol ( johanna (from germany) , allison(from san jose california) ,claire ( france ) ,daniel (our driver) ) and of course there was more people we were eleven of us exchange students plus the representes of Rotary and the divers , few other tourist , and ofcousre I cant leave out all the natives.. the villagies they let us visit , there homes , schools , churchs , rivers !! thanks you to all of you, it means a lot more to me then how much I say it , but thank you for all the experiences , for the knowlegde you all give me every oen I know .. each and everyday, I learn something new becasue of you. ! thank you.

a peek at flamingo

im taking flamingo classes in venenzuela.. this is one of the dances we do... im unfortunatly not in it .. cuz this time im fliming... but next time..

video done by simon oreilly !